Kill Cult

Wired and only 19

The weeks stretch to a year

I joined a kill cult

And It’s not your fault, dear

I freaked out at the stop sign

I learned some shit all at once

And took too much too fast

Twiddling my fingers and sweat 

I'm gone with abyssal apologetics

     You wouldn’t like if I told you what was back there, 

     Why did you think you had to bludgeon yourself in oblivion?