I'm Losing It

Pardon me and let Magdalene’s fire go

In my sense, everything needs to teethe

Pray I’ve been warned by everyone I meet

I’m craving mistakes to relieve

All they say it comes down to

You’ve lost yourself as well

See it in your eyes

That your dream is over

Hold it off and fall to the sky

Following a macabre starting gun

I’m regretting all my jaded fear

Protected in liminal chemicals

I’ll dig a hole in the end and run 

Refuse to listen to ink

You link my call to Gaia

Telling that I’ll set my hands on fire

This is the dream I chose

The way you medicate my drive

Cut my need to be in control

And now the rest is waning

But I don’t want to believe it

What you need to hear, I left it all

And I don’t want it back

Where am I supposed to bite?

You could never understand 

Unless you’ve slept with its’ flesh and bone

You burned a match on my seeing eye

I choked in sheeted stares

Oblivious my thoughts blame flesh

I’m walking straight but stumbling in your wake

And it’s all the fire we have to see

Tired trust I’ve given to you